Friday, November 6, 2009
I've been thinking for the past two days...
Should I type her a long letter to clarify things?
Or maybe I should not...
Cos I'm afraid that that stupid letter that I want to type will affect our friendship...
I'm confused... I don't know what to do...
Been praying for guidance...
I'm scared I'm too harsh... I don't know whether will she understand
Maybe not. Cos I'm horrible at expressing myself fully in front of her.
All I can think of is to spend time with her without any conflicts
Haiz...
I want to put things in a nicer way, but it becomes vague.
I want to express myself fully, but I fear that it becomes harsh...
What can I do?
Keep my feelings in my heart?
I don't know.
I just want to make sure that this beautiful friendship will indeed last forever and ever.
I don't want to lose this friendship, like how I lost that other one.
That kind of pain is deeply remembered.
The kind of heartache I suffered still lingers.
I don't want to go through that again.
No friend had been like Eunice. So understanding...
Perfect in almost any way in my heart.
Haiz...
Can someone please tell me what to do...
I feel lost...
In a dark place, frantically searching for any soul to help me escape...
I seriously don't know what to do..
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Love is not blind. Puppy love is..# ;
